Turn it off..

So, I have no direction today. I've been in the mood to hibernate the past couple days but I can never let myself do that anymore. I...


So, I have no direction today. I've been in the mood to hibernate the past couple days but I can never let myself do that anymore. I always feel the need to accept every social invite that comes my way. But BLEH, I just want to relax.
My few years spent in college changed my personality type big time. I used to be laid back, sit at home, read a book, keep to myself more. Then once you move into the dorms alone time is almost fictional. I couldn't even go to the bathroom without socializing. So it pretty much changed my DNA. Now I have a hard time just sitting down and playing video games or writing in my journal. I want to be out around other people talking, laughing or whatever. Sometimes I get into my moods like these past couple of days but I still usually don't just stay home alone!
Anyways, so since I'm in hibernation mode, I mind is just blank. I have no thought about anything. One of my professors in college told me that it is IMPOSSIBLE to not think about something all the time. You always are thinking about something. I disagreed with him. I mean I have times when I literally just stop...nothings on my mind, I'm not thinking about going to the store or whats on TV later. I can just lay on my bed and look at the ceiling. Must be the blond in me...
OK, obviously I'm always thinking about breathing, the basic functions of the body that your brain thinks about subconsciously but other than that, I can make my mind go blank. It may sound idiotic to people, but I'm glad I can shut my mind off. It probably helps that my mind is pretty one-tracked.  It's easy to close off one track.
Well what do you think, can you completely shut your mind off, or am I crazy?

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  1. Crazy! Just kidding. I think you can. Meditation, right? I wish I could. My mind is always going...

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  2. I'll teach you my zen ways, young grass hopper!

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